I am broken

I am sorry to all of my friends here that have been following my story, Wyatt, lovingly known as Beefy, has passed away. I have scheduled posts into the first week of June but I will be grieving with my family and I am at a loss with what to do with myself, my blog, Tori, and everything encompassing. I’m not sure if I should just not let my scheduled posts publish at all.

This was extremely unexpected. I am completely broken. We are completely broken. Thank you for loving Beefy as much as we do. This blog means everything to me, everyone that I interact with here means everything to me, and over the past couple of months I have been putting more of myself into this safe space I have here and after tonight, I am just broken. Thank you all for being here throughout it all, and I am so, so sorry.

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  1. I have just recently connected with you through our blogs, and may I say, what a joy it has been!

    I am so sorry for your loss, Katelyn. I’m sending prayers and lots of hugs to you and your family. Take all the time you need to grieve; we will be right here waiting for your return 😀 . Sending lots of love. 💕🕊️

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  2. A succession of emotions have flooded over me… Shock, denial, grief… My movie brain reaches, flails for some grand quotation, sentiment about the fragility of life. But nothing will do this tragedy justice right now. I am so sorry for your loss Katelyn. We will pray for Wyatt, you and your family☹️🥀💙

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    • I know. If a movie cuts off prematurely, that usually means there’s a sequel, but there won’t be one this time. And that night and ever since all I do is cry out “why, why, why” as if there has to be a higher reason for this to happen, some lesson or curse, but nothing is coming to me, only the will of the Earth’s energy and a gate that was left open. I was awoken to help find him, not even 5 minutes after being awake did we do just that. He wasnt even off the property.

      Thank you for your prayers🫂

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      • Wyatt was so lucky to have you as a caregiver. You played your part in this big play of life— a play that becomes troubling in times like this. It’s mysterious. But all you can do is be as kind as you can be to our beloved creatures, and I know you do that. This will take time💙💔😔🕊️✌️

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